December 22, 2024

Today I feel very sad and it’s okay to feel this way,
We don’t always have to be okay,
My feelings are valid and important,
There is no good in the world capable of repairing the harm you caused me.

I try to find a way to forgive,
But I am not able to do so,
Because forgiving is as if everything you did was okay,
And it’s not, it never will be.

The love and affection I gave,
Were repaid with games, manipulation, and much harm,
There is no explanation for so much falseness and malice,
There isn’t.

Marciah Vales